probably because i go on and off of really hating drawing and liking it

usually a run in with an unsatisfied commissioner does it, sighs. ): i don't really think i'm fit for drawing for other people.
there's that and... well its hard to play video games and draw at the same time, yannow? how can i play kotor all day and.... and draw? that's like super preposterous...
idk why i'm even typin this it's not like anyone cares LOL i mean i certainly wouldn't but i'm a bitch who's not a terribly interesting artist so naturally i don't draw (lol get it) much attention

and i really suck at star wars fanart.. when i get good at that maybe i can lay down the video games for 5 minutes to halfass something LOL


ok its too late for me to have keyboard access i'm rambling and being annoying
sorry if you find this in your inbox and read it and are like hey shut up LMAO..... i hope you forgive me I MEAN NO HARM T_________T